Grief Isn't Unique But Only You Know What It's Like
I haven't mentioned this here on the blog cause I've been having a hard time coming to terms with it. And I'm still not completely over it and I doubt I ever will. But I haven't written anything, blog post nor book, in awhile so I think I need to get over that hump and let my feelings and thoughts out somehow. Back in April my mother passed away. It was very sudden and unexpected. The day I found out, it was a Tuesday. I was off work and it was first day off after working 6 days straight. I was all set to relax that day, watch some YouTube, then go to a friends house to play a game. Then I got a phone call from my sister. I immediately though "Oh shit what happened" cause she doesn't call me, she texts me. But she told me the news. And my life hasn't been the same ever since. She died of a heart attack and it's unsure if it was quick or if it lasted awhile before she died. The part I can't get out of my head was the fact that I took h...